Oddly

its THE, yes THE, cuatro de julio and I am writing this post. It seems fairly odd to me because I did not think I would be writing on this day of all days. The night before today put me in a distant mood and I really was not looking forward to today. Not to say this day was "doper than the dopest dope I've ever smoked" and it went beyond my expecatations, because it definitely did not. However I really felt a need to write, a sort of fixation came across me and I felt sudden emotion flow through my veins. I don't even know what I am writing about yet but it seems to be coming out. I had this anger or rather flow of negativity going through me throughout last night and today and I want this to go away. And it is going away. I realized my intentions were not of the wise and not of the fair and brave hearted. I was foolish and blind, well not really blind just not of pure heart. to be cont'd.... I don't know what the fuck I am saying and i am tired. I am not sophisticated.