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its nearing the deadbeat middle of summer. too many clouds, not enough sun. college university what ever they call it is right around the corner, still in process of registering due to wait listing. as unorthodox as it seems I like the sound of microeconomics, financial accounting, and business calculus. the smell of books and getting lost in them is quite exciting, I am looking forward to the idea. to learn is to enjoy, to me it always is. intriguing how the demographic of most is to follow and not to lead. nobody seems to be themselves or want to be themselves, only somebody else. see it as a rather easy way to rise to the top, well not easy but truthfully inspiring as their are far less leaders in the world. completely disregard any idea that I am above following as I do follow, everyone does in some sense, and I do some following quite enjoyably. when I do this "blog" thing I often wonder if anyone really looks at the shit I put up. so if you do ahoy and cheers, hope you don't feel like you completely wasted 10 seconds of you're day. the internet creeps me out more and more every single day, throwing it out there. in some ways I believe it may lead to the downfall of what may have been the pinnacle of society. so many positives and negatives in one instrument, a living paradoxical beast. i used to be, as in like 4 months ago, all into the political FOX news scene, checking the drudge report everyday. but I figure what does it really matter if I pay attention. its all the same anyways, just different years and different people running the show. to shine light on the title of this very page, "hipstersurfer", I want to readily admit I am not a hipster and I am only kind of a surfer. I barely ever get to surf these days. made this thing two years ago when I was completely naive and I love the word hipster, so it stuck around. i love words so much, once  I was bored on a plane that I read the dictionary, words are quite fascinating when you really look into them. why only use a 1,000 words when there are tens of thousands and more. with so many different meanings and so many cool sounds and spellings. this is the first time i have wrote on here in a long long time, its weird to think, why of all days to write, did i write on this day when i have not wrote in awhile. funny idea to think about. wish i could make this blog thing somewhat more cool sick rad , for me and for everyone , i am still working on that prospect. but hope random pictures and videos suffice, as well as this post. its getting late and  i am starting to feel weird writing on this, knowing people might read it. i am creeping my self out.

all i have to say now is, untie the ropes, push off the dock, let your ship sail.